Chef Jim Posted October 5, 2009 Posted October 5, 2009 We probably shouldn't start this again in this thread should we? I'm thinking of getting him a bar stool maybe? Cool, with a back or without?
ExWNYer Posted October 5, 2009 Posted October 5, 2009 I'm so disgusted and fed up with the ineptitude that we continually put on the field. I give up, I admit that it's embarrassing to be a Bills' fan. The shame that they bring year after year has finally reached a breaking point with me. They have succeeded in sapping ALL the trust and faith that I ever had with this whole organization. No, scratch that word "organization", it's not being used properly. I meant to say this whole franchise. Shame on Ralph, shame on Brandon, shame on Jauron, shame on all the players but mostly shame on us for supporting these morons. Tipster, it's scary...I think a lot of us are feeling the same way. More than anything, I'm pissed that this team has made me ambivalent. I used to live and die with every play and now these pricks have me questioning why I waste my time on them. The only explanation I can come up with is that, after 40 years, they are in my blood...but I'm in dire need of a transfusion. Your post mirrors my feelings exactly. The following is a verbatim text I sent to a fellow Bills fan and friend of mine in Wheatfield, shortly after the game: I hate Ralph Wilson & the front office like you wouldn't believe but I hate myself even more for caring about this piece-of-sh%! "organization".
Tipster19 Posted October 5, 2009 Author Posted October 5, 2009 Tipster, it's scary...I think a lot of us are feeling the same way. More than anything, I'm pissed that this team has made me ambivalent. I used to live and die with every play and now these pricks have me questioning why I waste my time on them. The only explanation I can come up with is that, after 40 years, they are in my blood...but I'm in dire need of a transfusion. Your post mirrors my feelings exactly. The following is a verbatim text I sent to a fellow Bills fan and friend of mine in Wheatfield, shortly after the game: I hate Ralph Wilson & the front office like you wouldn't believe but I hate myself even more for caring about this piece-of-sh%! "organization". I woke up about 45 minutes ago, just lying in bed, eyes wide open, burning with anger and bitterness still. I can't take this **** anymore. What did I ever do to deserve this, this lifelong curse? I seriously need an exorcist from this franchise. I am denouncing this franchise and I curse the day that I totally committed myself to them. This loss is much worse than any I can remember. I don't know exactly why but it is. I never felt so empty or angry with any of the Super Bowls, not even the first one. Sure, I had many emotions after that one, mostly devastation but I still loved them. They were great players playing with great effort so I could get over whatever disappointment I was dealing with. This is different, much different. As far as I'm concerned this game is the final collapse. It's been way too many years with bozo after bozo running this franchise and coaching this team. It's not just Jauron, it's all of them. It's painfully obvious that this is Ralph's toy and he can do whatever he wants with it. F^<k him, he can stick this team up his @$$, I'm out. I tried to always rationalize it, look the other way, even was willing to wait for the next year. I'm not going to wait until next year again. I'm going to start getting on with my life once I can finally get over the bitterness of this latest fiasco. This thread is going to be therapeutic for me. I hope it helps others to vent and release their frustrations as well. Once it runs it's course hopefully I'll be rid of this morbid fancination that I have been vexed with for most of my life. I would like to take this time to apologize to my wife and kids for cheating them out of so much. How ashamed I am for mistreating them on so many levels because of how the Bills were affecting me. I'm not blaming the Bills, this is 100% completely on me and I have no excuse. Why and how I let the Bills affect the way I was with my wife, kids, other family members and friends shows me what a monster I became being a Buffalo Bill fan. There is no excuse for the way that I have behaved all these years. They were innocent victims and deserved better, and more, than I ever gave to them on Sundays. I have always prided myself on being gutsy, tough and never willing to quit. Do you know what I think what disgusts me the most? It's watching our QB not willing to throw down the field. He, I can't even bring myself to type his name, looks and looks, even pulls it down a few times and then dumps it off to a RB. He's not even throwing it to the TEs anymore. He's not my QB. I hate these California prima donnas that we seem to be turning up. I think it all started when we got that goofball Rob Johnson. I wouldn't care if he threw it down the field and got intercepted, I really wouldn't. It would still serve some purpose. It would at least stretch the defense a bit but when he gets intercepted throwing just a little out pattern, it's comical. Isn't this supposed to be more of his kind of throw? I wish Jim Kelly would have ran down to the sidelines and b!tchslapped the **** out of that little weasel and knocked that stupid @$$ grin off his puss at the same time. I guarantee you one thing, if Darryl Talley were still playing that aloofness on the sidelines wouldn't have been happening. I could go on and on and I probably said too much already but I do feel better so now I can go to bed and finally get some sleep. This is an encouraging sign, maybe in a couple of days I can be completely detoxed of this franchise.
DCbillsfan Posted October 5, 2009 Posted October 5, 2009 I don't think I could ever hate the Bills, I have been a fan for over 40 years, but I am disgusted to the point of wanting to vomit. They are the most pathetic excuse for a football team I have seen in years. Every year it is the same thing, the first game or two they give you a little hope then they quickly fall back into their mistake filled, poor gameplanned, even poorer executed, piece of shiit excuse for a football team. They are without a doubt a worse team than the Lions are this season, and it won't surprise me at all, in fact, I expect them to lose to Cleveland next week too. I can't even think of a better way to say it other than, the Bills suck so fuuucking bad it isn't even close to being funny. This organization is a joke from the owner on down, and isn't going to get any better anytime soon. It has been over a decade of bad, penny pinching decisions one after another, poor drafts, poor coaching, poor efforts on the field, terrible game plans, stupid mistakes, I can go on and on, but why waste my time, I wasted a couple hours of it this afternoon watching that pathetic team. I need to quit torturing myself with this team. Losing to Cleveland is a distinct likelihood and if it happens I believe they will have truly bottomed out. I don't watch the games like I used to. I'm doing something else at the same time so I don't waste my day. Watching your team is supposed to be a distraction from work, things that aren't quite right in your life at the time, paying bills and crap like that. The Bills though they just add to the steam pile of crap!
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