I've come to realize that BBFS is similar to addiction, in the way that once it's in your system, you may never fully get it under control.  After the Bills made the playoffs last year and broke the 10 win mark, I felt cleansed of my 20 year torture.  I believed, and still do, in McD and Beane.  But BBFS is clearly still buried deep within me, like a Tammy waiting around a corner for Ron Swanson.  I had my doubts about this game because the Rams offense seems to have bounced back and Goff was pl