Thanks everyone for your responses. I'm go grateful to be part of this community! You've helped me get into a right state of mind before our game. Key takeaways:
1) I am not alone in the way I feel about our team. I'm amazed that so many people here know exactly how I feel during my lows and highs. Knowing this gives me peace, regardless of our outcome.
2) At the end of the day, this is entertainment. Enjoy it.
3) It's easy to forget how far we've come. Be grateful for this year - we have a bright future ahead for at least 5+years, no matter what happens today.
4) Bills Mafia is unique in that people here are so sincere, have experienced & overcome hardships, and take nothing for granted. There is so much depth here, unlike the superficiality I see elsewhere. It's our long-suffering and perseverance that binds us together.
5) Of course we want our Bills to win it all, but just as important are the relationships that people have built in this community. That is lasting and even more meaningful.
GO BILLS!!!