Guffalo,
A beloved animal is one of life's purest blessings.
The pain of loss is very difficult, but it is the price we must pay in order to love deeply.
I always think that is part of the meaning of the beatitude, "blessed are those who mourn."
The callous are not hurt, but neither do they love.
You and Tyler are richer for having known one another.
I personally believe you will see her again.