Robert Fulghum says it for me: " It's harder to talk about, but what I really really really want for Christmas is to be 5 years old again for an hour. I want to laugh a lot and cry a lot. I want to be picked up and rocked to sleep in someone's arms, and carried up to bed just one more time. I know what I really want for Christmas. I want my childhood back. Nobody is going to give me that."