Ever since the 13 seconds game, I haven't been able to rally around the team as "special" or "our year" until last year. I thought we would beat KC in the AFCCG and win it all. At this point, and after so many crushing seasons since JA's rise, I'm just actually exhausted. I'm tired of it all. My dad had seasons from 1980-2008ish, and during the 4 Superbowl losses. When I came onto the scene and was old enough to start caring and wanting to watch games circa 2000, he would rather mow the lawn. Never wanted to watch or care that much about "the bills signed "x" guy!" ( I would exclaim). He lost that desire to really truly care, because of the heartbreak and losses. I'm kind of at that point, pure exhaustion.
TLDR: I'm exhausted and finding it really hard to care anymore.