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I know what they are gonna tell me when I take her. The part that's really killing me is if there is something they can do, I won't be able to afford it. I'm pay check to paycheck and had to take out a predatory loan at 270% interest last month to save her that I'm paying $75 a week on for 71 months on a $1500 loan something is blocking her from pooping, they told me she probably has cancer last month because of the cyst on her belly and after the surgery two new lumps developed on her neck. So I don't know if the cancer spread because the surgery was tough on her and that has caused whatever the blockage is or if this is something else. It started as eating a bit less, then pooping diareah, to not really pooping any more than tiny bits of diarrhea and not eating at all. I got her soft fresh dog food, she ate that for a bit, but then stopped. So I started with regular food, chicken breasts, steak and she would eat that. Things like cheese which she loved she would turn her nose at. Now she is just not moving, not going to the bathroom and she is having a hard time keeping her balance. Her breathing is very light. She is so skinny. Her belly is big but her body is showing her spine and ribs. She was always fit. A pit mix. I've been doing what I can, hoping she would recover but I feel like I've failed her and she deserves better from me. I've failed her. I'm on the floor with her and just petting and holding her. She gave me her pit smile She got worse and worse so quick and today is the day she didnt greet me after work, won't move and when I did her get to get up she could barely stand. I've failed her. The one who was always there and gave unconditional love. I could tell about a week ago her time was coming. The not eating at all unless I fed her chicken and steak and only pooping tiny little diarrhea turds. I feel like I've failed her. I don't want her to go but I think my biggest fear is then telling me they can do some kind of surgery or put her down and I will have to put her down. That's why I haven't taken her yet Thank you. No I do not. If they can do something, but I can't, will just *****. She gave me so much and I can't fix her. I should have taken her two weeks ago

She has always been there through everything. Nothing but joy and love. I'm gonna miss her so much. I don't want her to go. This ***** hurts. I will do what's right by her I wish I could do more. She saved me but I can't save her. I have failed her

Thank you @Mike in Horseheads and @Augie i appreciate you guys sharing. Im a bit of a wreck right now and I don't know just thank you

Yeah I do. We've been there for each other, and I'm not gonna let her be in pain it's just heart breaking and I wish I could wave a wand and make her better

She's 13 and been having issues. She had surgery last month. And since the surgery it's like her body is just breaking down I've been giving her steak and chicken every day to get her eat. She's lost so much weight I see her ribs and spine I don't want her to be in pain anymore but she is my best friend. She has always been there for me. She's not eating, not pooping and now not really moving and having difficulty standing. I keep telling her how happy she makes me and how much I love her as I lay with her. I'm gonna have take her to put her down. I don't want to. I can't stop crying. This hurts so much. I don't want to lose her but I don't want her in pain. 10 years ago she saved my life. I'm not supposed to have her so I can't share this with anyone or reach out to family

Locked on is a daily listen for me on the way to or from work

This sounds like the current political climate in the US

3 out of 4 of us still Billieve

I do think that after nearly a decade things can get "stale" at any place of employment. The message has been said so long that it just becomes a catch phrase and not a rally cry

Yeah that gives us time breakers over pretty much every wild card contender except Hou and Jax Tell your wife that the next time she nags you!

I saw it as well. And I agree it's likely but nothing is guaranteed until we clinch. I think we get in, but with how inconsistent this team has been I can see a world we don't. Which is crazy to me If we do get in, I think we will have as good a shot as anyone and I hope we go in 🔥

I would have agreed with you a few weeks ago If we are being honest, it's not guaranteed so I think it's fair to ask what everyone thinks

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I am begining to think this team has to many "business men" and not enough "sickos"

Optimistic take 2 out of 3 of us still billieve based on early polling.

Anything can happen once you get in. Let's hope they go through December on fire and take some momentum into the playoffs

That's a fair take. With how inconsistent we have been, it is possible we go under .500 the last 6 That's fair. I certainly think it's possible, as horrible as it is to admit Tiebreakers are gonna be huge for us if we continue to play .500 ball Damn right! I needed this optimism I'm naive enough to hope they are saving some stuff for the playoffs and sleepwalking a bit through the reg season. But I drink the Bills kool aid Damn right. It's crazy That's the hope right there.

Self accountability is right. Well said. That's a cop out answer. I get trying to be positive, but he needs to also be grounded on reality with the failures and mistakes he made

I agree. Before the year started we were talking about tie breakers with Balt and KC for top seed, but we are actually talking about tie breakers to get in the dance with them Weird year

We are all a bit upset, hurt and confused with our team. AFC East champs is quite a long shot now. We are 3-4 on our last 7. The playoffs are not guaranteed if we keep playing inconsistent and going win-loss-win-loss So public poll, do we make the playoffs or end up on the outside looking in

I remove the pingpong and foosball game in the locker room.

The only reason we had that chance was our D and ST

This is a very good point.

I've found myself wondering wtf is Brady thinking a lot this season. His play calling, certain game plans and questionable adjustments(or not) all leave more to be desired The defense is leaking but we are wrecked on D with the injury bug. So McD, Babich and the players are doing an okay job making it work with what they have. Oliver and Hoect healthy, this line would wreck games and QBs.