Those are excuses, many people grew up in a house like that and didn’t do stuff like that. My parents split up when I was 4 I lived in a foster home, went to Cali with my mom. She became an alcoholic and sent me back to New York to live with my dad when I was 8. Needless to say he wasn’t much of a father. I had to get a paper route at 12 to buy my own cloths and tooth paste and such. Needless to say it wasn’t a good childhood and I never even thought of doing anything like that! Excuses.