This is kind of where I am at. I go to a couple home games a year, and an away game, but it is more about getting together with friends more so than going to see the Bills. When I watch on TV, I don't get upset when they lose, I usually just forget about it and watch the next game. The last 12 years has really zapped me of my enthusiasm. 46 years of following this team with only the Chuck Knox and Marv Levy teams to show for it, will do that to you.