I feel you. When DJ was retained, there was a crowd belittling people for renewing their season tickets and supporting mediocrity. While I live and die with this team, getting tickets to games is about more than the result on the field. It is something to look forward to, a chance to renew old friendships, party, and share something in common with 70k others. Unfortunately, it often ends in a heartbreak. But it is still an awesome time.