Take a deep breath bud- it will be just fine...
Regarding your anger issues: I visited a senior assisted living home and spoke with some of their older members about how to deal with stress and frustration at that age- several drooled, others said they do their puzzles or watch their programs... I hope those help..: if there is anything else that I can do to assist, please have Shirl call.... My number is saved in her phone... Stay safe my elder warrior!
I try not to hug people of significant age. They break easily, and with the way social security took a dump, I fear that Howard wouldn't hesitate to look for a cheap payday and call 888-888-8888