I don’t remember being mad at him for not playing, but I do remember being mad at him for not getting a flu shot. As I recall, he didn’t like needles, so he didn’t get one.
The irony is that I was 26 at the time and still considered myself rather invincible. I’d had the flu once before — ironically hitting bottom during the weekend of the Bills-Raiders 30-below playoff game in 1994, which I watched in between hallucinations (which also is why I understood why Bruce couldn’t play), but I still rarely got a flu shot myself. I rationalized my anger at Bruce by telling myself that if I was getting paid millions to play I would have gotten the shot. When I was about 35 I got the flu again, and it was just brutal; the effects lingered for weeks afterward. Since then, like Bill, I’ve been first in line for my shot every year. I imagine Bruce gets his now too.
We would have won that game if Bruce played, no doubt in my mind. But I never questioned that he was too sick to play. I think Jordan’s famous “flu game” was still fresh in our minds at the time, but now I realize that either (a) he didn’t really have The Flu — which is most likely, or (b) he was at a different stage in his recovery that allowed him to play that night.