‘ ”Honestly, man it was one of the lowest points I’ve ever been,” Dawkins said. “I never even thought I could even get that low because I’m so animated. And that hit hard. Even with the mental stuff, it hit every part of me, and I was shocked that it could even hit that. Being in the hospital was probably the hardest part because I was like man, I’m in the hospital and my team is out there working. And I’m here. I’m not helping if I’m not present.”‘