‘“Those weeks on Sunday where you’re not dressed and you’re not getting on the bus,” Murphy said. “You don’t have pads in the locker, you’re watching on TV or go to the stadium. You’re watching everybody prepare in the locker room and you’re just like, ‘Man, what am I doing?’ That’s the toughest when you’ve got nobody to report to, nobody’s checking on you. Nobody knows where you’re at. You’re living in a state you’re not from, and that’s tough.’