'"I can tell you this, dd it hurt him?" Ryan said Monday. "Oh yeah, and it should hurt him. There's a lot of people in that locker room that were – I don't know if devastated is the right word – but I think in his way, he probably was devastated by it. I know I was. Did I speak to the media afterwards? I did. Did I need some time to cool off? I absolutely did. Maybe he just needed a little more time to cool off."'